Good morning world... Just finished a lab test... I managed to create the tables, procedures and functions but I couldn't execute them... I hate ORDS I hate databases! :P

Woke up lamely this morning... I've been making it a point to thank God every morning when I wake up. This morning the words, 'Thank you, Jesus' barely made it past my lips. Dreamt about her yet again. I don't think about whether we'd ever get back together anymore. But it is lurking at the back of my mind waiting for something or someone to remind me of her. Its strange... I know nothing else can satisfy me as fully as when I'm spending time with God. But there's still something missing in between those times? Maybe its not having someone to hold? Not having someone to protect? Why did God create Eve if He could be everything to Adam? Adam had no other needs... Why did He give him a partner? Daryl, you think too much... But isn't it true? Its not good for man to be alone?

Alone... The word has a strange ring to it... loneliness. Lonely often connotes painful awareness of being alone. You can't be in a room full of people and still feel lonely. Its funny cos I feel less alone when I'm by myself and more lonely when there're lots of people around. Yes, yes... God is always with me... I won't forget that.

Shared with Lynette about my 2nd confirmation yesterday... She said that it was out of context. I read through it again. I thought it was quite relevant? About forgiveness? I dunno... It makes me sick to think that this could be a sub-conscious effort to get close to her again. Even to the point of imagining that God is telling me something. I dunno... I'll remain open though. I'm going to eat now.

::: Word of the Day :::
"alone"